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    September 18

    I have been told I'm overweight

    So I gotta loose weight!!
     
    NO. If your here & reading this & want to be a model you already know you have a chance & you know your size. You gotta be a size Zero right?
     
    Says who? So you want to hit the Laxatives, Speed, shove your fingers down your throat & rot your teeth huh? Fuck your life up, become Anorexic then, become that moody bitch your friends dont recognise any more. Risk being cut off by Mum & Dad. Still worth it? So go on... who said you gotta be thin??
     
    Hey your Beautiful.. you are what you are so why let some fat bastard try & tell you otherwise! SAY IT AGAIN. "I AM BEAUTIFUL THE WAY I AM". There. Now bloody believe it!  Look at the Agent, or the Photographer.. are they Adonis? I have never seen one yet. They're probably some fat smelly balding slob with their own issues. Are you REALLY gonna let this person dictate to you? Who the fucking hell is this person anyway? If they dont like you the way you are-tough! Your outa there baby! Your worth more than that. So you dont get the job-so what? Would you be A-list famous overnight? NOPE. Rich? NOPE. So fuck them. You are you & you're beautiful.
     
    I DONT KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT? REALLY??
     
    I AM the Man thats been there I HAVE booked models, I HAVE photographed & still photograph models. We recomend models & so on. I'm not just starting out, I have been around a long time now. MAny people can say it, I have & still live it.
     
    But I'm a Man-what the fuck do I know about girls & starving themselves? How can I preach on?
     
    Um......... Maybe because I brought my Daughter up, that against my advice became a model & has become very successful in her own right. Was it easy? Nope. She became Bulimic & later Anorexic & initially hid it from me but I had to take her to the doctors eventually & together we battled it & she finally won. But it was hard-bloody hard, we both cried a lot but we got there. Eventually. In the early days I used to hear "Hunni, you gotta loose 5lbs" "Hunni your skins awful" "Hunni you gotta lose that hair style" "Hunni your boobs are too small" "You'll never make it" & so on  WTF?? No wonder she had issues!!
     
    Please remember this & take it on board. You gotta develop a strong personality to survive. DONT let people bully you or push you around, & you'll meet them. Hey its YOUR dream! Dont let some fat bastard take that away from you, besides, you haven't even started to live your dream yet. Look again in the mirror, put on some great tunes & tell yourself your beautiful & BELIEVE IN IT.
     
    What happens if you dont & you listen to these idiots? Not everyones the same or bad, but they are out there. Do these people actually care about 'YOU'? like your friends & family do? Do they really care? Your Mum cares, your best friend cares ;-) Will they come & see you if you end up screwed up? THEY WONT EVEN REMEMBER YOUR FUCKING NAME! Am I being hard? No I'm being realistic. I'm AT the sharp end, most people have never been in my position & never will. I have also lived through it with my Daughter & know one model that died through Aneroxia.
     
    Learn to be strong, stay positive, learn to deal with pressure & you will get it. Remember you ARE Beautiful & the best people to listen to are your close friends & Mum & Dad.
     
    GOOD LUCK!

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    karenwrote:
    Hiya Paul,
    You tell em, good for you mate....
    Kaz xx
    Oct. 3
    Heatherwrote:
    I like it, i had a go at plus size modeling a few years ago being a size 16 and not being judged for the size of my ass... PRICELESS. i love your blog x
    Oct. 3

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